if there's love... i just wanna have something to do with it

been in a mega funk lately... and it kinda blows. strike that... reverse it... it REALLY blows. It's one of those low-lows where it seems as if even though there is nowhere to go but up, you still look at the unstable ground below you thinkin it is going to crash down at any second. yup, that bad. Well, couple silver linings to these multitude of grey clouds. Turned in my SDSU app (at the very last minute... almost literally). So if all goes well, (i need the whole damn west coast to cross their fingers for this one), i should be there next fall... seems so far, but i can smell it (smells like burnt toast). But next semester is gonna be a mega bitch. I better spend my quality time with people now, because kiss my ass goodbye next semster. Second highlight, i just cooked chicken noodle soup from scratch... next time though, i wanna even make the noodles. That way i can have those mega thick ass souplantation style noodles. I know that's not a big highlight, it's just something to feel a LITTLE bit accomplished.

(enter random cryptic hits here) The world around me is a scary place, and i've never been ready for it... but when are you ever REALLY ready. Take a punch, you never know, it might not even hurt. I don't wanna be the asshole... but sometimes you have to be an ass to be the better man.